Thursday, July 07, 2005

INNOCENCE WAS LOST

INNOCENCE WAS LOST

I SAT DOWN ONE DAY AND REFLECTED,
THAT LIFE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH IT MUST BE DEFLECTED.

I HAVE TO OR I WILL GO INSANE,
MY HEART ACHES AND I AM IN PAIN.

MARCH 24, 2005 OUR WORLDS CHANGED FOREVER
AND THE INNOCENCE WAS LOST,
YOU TWO CHILDREN LEFT MY WORLD
AND IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
VISITING YOU IS NOT THE SAME,
WE CAN’T WALK IN MALLS OR JUST PLAY A GAME,
WE CAN’T HANG OUT AT THE DOLLAR STORE
OR A FAVOURITE PARK,
MY WHOLE WORLD WITHOUT YOU
IT SEEMS I AM IN THE DARK.
I WANDER AROUND THIS HOUSE AND PONDER,
WHAT ARE YOU DOING,
ARE YOU SAFE,
DID YOU REMEMBER ME TODAY?

JUST RAMBLING THOUGHTS THAT ARE ALWAYS
ON MY MIND,

QUESTIONS ABOUND
AND I ALWAYS THINK,
WHERE YOU ARE,
ARE THEY KIND?

I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG,
YET I AM BEING PUNISHED
BY BEING AWAY FROM YOU SO LONG.

MY NIGHTS WHEN I SLEEP ARE AWAKENED
BY NIGHTMARES OF TEARS AND SADNESS,

YOU ARE IN MY DREAMS,
MY DAYDREAMS AND MY MADNESS.

THE COLOR OF YOUR HAIR,
BLOND AND LONG,
YOUR INNOCENCELOST,
AND THE INJURIES INFLICTED UPON YOU
BY THAT HOME,

THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO
AS YOU ARE NOT WITH ME
I AM ALONE.

THE COLOR OF YOUR HAIR
DIRTY BLONDE AND SCRAGLY,
THERE IS PAIN IN YOUR HEART
AND IN YOUR WORDS,

WHY DID THEY DO THIS TO OUR FAMILY
INNOCENCE WAS LOST IN THE MADNESS OF SOCIETY?

YOU ARE TO OLD FOR YOUR BOOTS,
YOU SHOULDN’T BE IN THIS SITUATION
PLEASE REMEMBER WE ARE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT

ALL THESE COMPLICATIONS!

UNTIL WE ARE ALL TOETHER
PLEASE REMEMBER
THE INNOCENCE LOST WILL RETURN

IF NOT IN REALITY
THEN IN OUR DREAMS OF THE PAST.

WHEN WE ARE RE-UNITED
WE WILL BE A FAMILY AGAIN.
AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES
IT WILL BE A NEW BEGINNING,

WITH NO PAIN.
JUST LAUGHTER
AND TEARS OF JOY AND HAPPINESS
AND WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER

THAT DAY OUR INNOCENCE WAS LOST.

by "Mary Lou Janiga"

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